Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Prom and other news.

I've decided I don't want to blog about San Francisco.

So, I'm moving on to prom.

Prom was on Saturday and it was fun. Regardless of all the mishaps and misfortunes we came across.

To start the date off, Dave and I went mini golfing at Mulligans. And that was really fun. And no matter what Dave says to you guys, he won! He got 66 and I got 68. And in golf, ANY type of golf, low score wins. That was a lot of fun. The couple in front of us made fun of us a little, and the couple behind us was pretty fun at times too. Then we got shakes from iceberg and just talked for a while. That was really good. He ended up dropping me off at home around 5 and saying he expected to pick me up around 5:30 but he might be late.

I was ready by 5:30 but Daniel had taken Dave's car to get the coolant flushed even though Dave had told him specifically not to. So he was running late. He got to my house around 6:15, after telling me he was running late. By the time we picked Court up, it was close to 6:30 and Dave was kinda irritated at that point.

We decided on going to Buca di Beppo's for dinner, and the valet parked the car and we went inside. When the waitress was bringing our drinks out though, she spilled mine all over Dave in his rented tux, and part of it got on the bottom of my dress. But the dinner was good. By the time we got out of there we were rushing to get to the dance so we would have time to dance a little, get pictures and then leave.

However, that didn't exactly work out. The car broke down on the freeway and we ended up waiting for his parents after a prayer that things would work out. But eventually, we were back on the road again, in a different car, but back on the road. We made it to the dance in just enough time for pictures. Which I'm sure look amazing.

Then from the dance we went to the Joseph Smith Memorial building for a carriage ride. That was a lot of fun. Nathan and Courtney had to keep the carriage waiting for Dave and me though as we had to go find parking and took the wrong exit out of the parking garage.

And that was prom. I had a lot of fun. But I always do when I'm with Dave. Seriously. It's awesome how much fun we have.

In other news, I have a friend who I think is permanently mad at me. It seems like no matter what I do this person is always mad. I can do no right. Even when I'm trying my very hardest. It's pretty much a hugely sucky feeling. I feel like I can't talk to this person about anything anymore and it's become pretty hard for me, but I just have to keep telling myself that I'll be ok and that I'm going to make it through this and that I don't care about this person hating me. Because that's the only way I'm going to make it through. It's getting pretty difficult though. I act very nonchalant about it. But inside, I'm hurting a lot. The great thing is that I have people I can talk to about it. People who love me and see where I'm coming from.

I guess part of me is getting pretty irritated at this person. Because I really don't want to lose them as a friend but it seems like everything I do makes them even more mad and I don't know how to fix things. And it frustrates me. I hate being the bad guy. And it seems like lately that's all I am. I want this person to be my friend, but I don't know how to keep our friendship in tact without losing the thing that means the most in the whole world to me. And right now, I'm not willing to give that up. Maybe I should be. But I'm not. For the most part, I am completely happy with my life and I wouldn't change things. Just the things with this person.

I guess that's life though right?

Later!

3 comments:

The Warrior said...

Hey Steph,

Sounds like you had a ton of fun! I'd love to see the pictures!!!!!

And please talk to me about the last two paragraphs via email...but if it's to hard for you, then please don't. Just remember that I'm here for you.

I love you!

Spencer

Steph's Hubby said...

Well you're not the bad guy, love. If there's anything I can do, let me know, ok?
I love you!!!!!!!

Courtney said...

steph, dave is right. you're not the bad guy. remember that. i'm always here, if you need me. and i'm on your side, you know that!

don't forget, i agree with steph!